Julian Speaks...

Will update/close this place soon...

2005-12-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

Okay firstly, I don't think anyone comes here anymore, to either I close this place or update regularly...I'll think about it first then.

Bye for now...

Final Farewell

2005-09-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Final Farewell...

Goodbye, you said,
Soory for the mess I made,
It was fun to see you,
You never made me feel blue,
I'll never forget the good times,
Doing all the crimes,
I know it's hard to let go,
But you know it's time to do so,
Goodbye to you, my one true love,
I'll be looking for you from above.

Farewell, I say,
Come what may,
I hate to say it,
You were the one,
Who turned my life upside down,
You are like a candle,
Too hot to handle,
When you're fully lit,
You bring in love, joy, and hope,
Now tell me how I can cope,
When you're gone,
Without saying a word,
All I can do is pray to God,
to let you know,
that whether there is snow,
or there is rain,
I'll forget the pain,
and my love for you will never end,
I'll never pretend,
to stop loving you
for the rest of my days,
in so many ways...
I STILL LOVE YOU!

#Okay...this poem was written on the 28th of December, 2003. my fourth one for the year 2003. Mar helped in a few ways. I'd like to say thank you to Mar, Lilee (for giving brickbats as usual), and Lysa (for sleeping instead of giving ideas!). Love you guys all the same...sorry for the lack of updates. I've been neglecting this site, and pampering the other one SO VERY much. I will try and update when time is on my side. Another 13 or so to go! So watch this space ok?#

#Thanks for being patient with me. Love you all so much!#

Sorry...

2005-09-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES FOR THE PAST ONE MONTH! Been busy with other things. Pathetic of me, I know. When I'm free later on, I will UPDATE. I promise. More to come, plus more works in the making. *Wait-lah, people not so free one to update-lah...understand-lah!* Hugs and kisses!

Sparrows fly high...

2005-08-12T10:55:00.001+08:00

A LITTLE SPARROW

A little sparrow,
Died today,
So what, you ask,
Who cares if it died tomorrow,
You may not care,
But I do,
He showed me how to grow,
He helped overcome that day,
When I crashed and burnt,
He told me I could stand tall,
To be strong when I stumble and fall,
He said anything was possible,
If I believed in doing the impossible,
He loved the world as much as I did,
Sadly, he left it before I did,
Without saying a word,
To meet God,
Not only was he a sparrow,
He was a part of my soul,
An irreplaceable friend,
Who will now look out for me,
From the eyes of heaven,
And be my guardian angel,
Until it's my turn to face the Almighty,
There, me and my friend,
The sparrow,
Will be reunited once again,
And share the good and bad times,
We had together,
Always and forever,
Till the end of time...

# This is my third one...I think it's the best one so far! So hope you like it. It was written on the 11th of September, 2003. Peace! Wrote this while I was feeling sleepy, which led me into fatigue. Wrote this while doing my PJ notes...
# This lovely piece of work goes out to my guardian angels...*Azura, Aiza, Justin, and SuDarlz*...love you all too much till it bleeds!

Gareth Gates...just for you...

2005-07-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

You may have lost to Will,
But I love you still,
Your pointy hair is simply amazing,
Your dimples make you even more stunning,
I love it when you sing,
You'll never know the joy you bring,
If the words don't come my way,
I just want to say,
I want to be in Thailand,
To shake you hand,
And wish you *Happy Birthday*
And that's what my heart wants to say...

#This was written for Gareth Gates when he was in Thailand. I wanted to go there by taking part in MIX FM's contest to see him 'LIVE' in Thailand and dedicate the message to him personally...but Lady Luck ain't always on my side...So enjoy! I wrote this while learning History with Pn. Anna Getrude(what great times we had irritating her!)...was feeling rather *pening* at that time. So I wrote this. Weird? Hahaha...I know what you're thinking! Let me know what you think of this one...Lilee said it's a stupid poem(what do you expect to hear from a self-proclaimed die-hard Will Young fanatic?)...nevermind bout her...Enjoy it!

#This was written in conjuction with his trip to Thailand on his birthday(12.07.2003)...Sounds good(in my humble opinion)! It was written on the 27th of June, 2003(I remember it was a Friday, because that's when we had History lessons beofre we went back home! Unfortunately I headed home with a freaking headache! Couldn't even look at my History textbook or anything else for that matter! Needed to sleep then, but knowing how Pn. Anna is, decided to just scribble this poem down!)...Love!

Tongue-tied...

2005-06-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

What can I say,
When I'm tongue-tied,
I cannot find a way,
To tell you how much I've tried,
To forget my forbidden past,
A past which won't last,
To walk on an unfamiliar street,
When all I get are stares from everyone I meet,
To smile & and not frown,
When things go wrong and I'm feeling down,
And not to shed tears,
For all the years,
We've known each other for God knows how long,
And now you've left me standing here, singing a sad song,
Without telling me how to find you,
So that I can finally say I LOVE YOU!

This was the first poem I wrote...wrote it when I was doing my homework...I think it was my Chemistry homework, somewhere in April 2003. Was having a headache and was feeling drowsy at the same time. So this poem was the outcome of a headache. Don't know why I wrote it...but I just did it! Enjoy!!!

2005-06-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Just trying my luck...

Hey ya...

2005-06-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

Just want you guys to know...that this will be the new blog where I'll post my poems and other works...See you all soon!